Its weird not having you around anymore, im sorry for what they saw. i honestly dont want you to have to block me from your life. its too much for me and i know i help you through alot. maybe just calling once in a while would help me get through not communicating with you anymore. i still cant let the feeling go. its just so weird cause i think that i have no feelings anymore but i feel them. and its different to me. if you can just be there for me still, for just a little, i would sincerely appreciate it. (you know who you are) maybe this’ll help “~”
